Tired.. not much for thinking..

7:33 PM..
31 December 2013..
last day of 2013..

Dear Bloggie.. 

here i want to tell u about today..
i'm so so so tired..
less than an hour before..
i had so many customer and make me tired to think..
so noisy.. it gave me a head ache to..

so many thing I got to do at one time..
I got to do that.. I got to do this..
all those thing i got to do..
someone please help me..

its new year eve..
everyone out there are happy now..
all my friends.. are happy now celebrating the new year..
but I???.

I sitting here alone with this chair and typing on my laptop..
its feel so frustrating..
but its okey..
i will celebrate it next.. Insya Allah...

i'm little bit jealous with my friends..
they all celebrate it with someone special.
but I.. still with the single thing..
but it awesome.. single is the best.. yeaaaaahhh..
that's all GoOd Bye.. 

HappY New Year All.. 
HaVe A niCe Day >_< ..
______________XOXO ----> m___________

Here i'm sitting alone..

okey..

once upon a time.. there was a girl named Moqunz..
she was a pretty girl.. awesome and model look girl..
so many people admired her..

for certain people she will be nice to them..
but if the people make her mad.. then she will be angry like a tiger..
she will roar like a tiger..
just like Katy Perry song..

she will be nice to you if you treat her nicely..
but if you treat her like you want to kill her.. she will treat you just the same..
so nice people will treat nicely..
bad people will be treat harshly

then one day, when she was alone in a cabin..
she sit alone, waiting for her friend to come..
but after one hours..
her friend did not came to the cabin..

she so frustrated..
she trust her friend so much and she keep asking herself..
"where are they?.."
"are they coming?.."
"are they break they promise to me?.."
she sigh slowly.. deep in her heart , she was like break apart..

its going to rain.. the cloud become more darker and darker..
she still waiting for her friends..

and she feels like she could wait another minute..
if they come then its good..
if not.. "huh(sigh) i will be back home.. with a broken heart.." she said..

then 30 minutes has pass..
she still siting there lonely without any friends..
then the rain start falling down from the sky.. 
she still sit there.. didn't move even an inch..

shes talking to herself..
"its raining now.. what could i do??.. why did they not coming?"
"huh(sigh).. i feel disappointed to them.. why they break they promises?.."
"okey.. . i'm leaving now.."

then, she walks lonely in the towards her house..
her steps feel so heavy like something hold on to her feet..
her walks became more slower.. 
she really did not want to come home disappointed..

suddenly... while she was on the road walking alone.. 
she saw a car came closer to her.. 
she did not have any feelings.. she just walk slowly..
then the car stop by her.. 


will be continued..... 

Tired!!.. Tired!!.. And More Tired!!..

12:30 Afternoon.. 
31.12.13..
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

This day is the last day of 2013.. the number of 13 will go on..
i want to say good bye to you 2013..
if you rearrange it.. it will be 0123..
......

so.. goodbye to you 2013..
you gave me a lot of experience in this year..
you also make me be a good person.. heeee..

you gave me a lot of memorable memories..
with my friend.. my parents.. my family..
wooooow...
such nice year to end it..
so long my year..

okey. goodbye..
___________XOXO  ---> m ____

Watching I Can Hear Your Voice

Date : 30.12.13 .. ..
About 10:07 PM..
...... .....

Dear Bloggie..

well.. its already 10 pM here..
i'm not expected that it was 10 PM..
i was so in to the drama.. its makes me feel like i am the one inside it..
yeah... the drama is so good..

deabak.. I feel like i was in love with the drama..
it makes me feel like dont want to go away from this bed..
it even catch my eyes on it..

soo.. i will see it till the end..
Good Night all..
sweet dream..
________________ XOXO .. m_______

Membeli ka apa??

30/12/13.. 10:19 AM
.......

sini sa mo kc cerita kamu..
ada ni satu urg lelaki.. sama kmpung dgn sa..
bkan sa mo kc crita kmu yg sa ska dy ya..
please la..

dia ni mgkin pndiam jga la..
tpi yg sy tia pasti sma dia ni..
klu dia p kdai(tmpt sy b'kerja)..
dia tu m'beli ka apa?

mmg setiap hari la dia p m'beli...
sbb dkat jer rmah dia dgn kedai ni..
mgkin 10 meter ja..
b'depan jer rmah dia tu..

stiap hri dia p m'beli..
kdg2 dia bwa genk2 dia tu..
tpi genk2 dia pun smua yg budak2 lgi..
yg pelik nya ni..
setiap kali dia p m'beli dia msti p satu tmpat tu yg tia bleh d nmpak oleh cashier..

apa saja brg2 sana tu..
ubat2.. panadol.. smua d situ yg harga 30 sen, 80 sen,
adakah dia tia snggup beli tu?..
sa pun tia tau mo ckp apa lgi..

okey lah.. bye2..
______________________XOXO.. m______

Misss U Alllz..

Today . 29/12/13..
about 8:50 pm..(Malaysia)
Sunday..

Dear Bloggie,..

Here i want to tell u about what i feel today..
maybe in your time its midnight or morning.. 
today.. i don't know what i fell..
Happy?, miserable?, mad?, sad?, Guilty?, awesome,? dissapointed?.

i don't really know what my emotional now..
feeling meh?.. -_- . 
for so long i don't feel about this feeling..
i feel like nothing inside my body.. 
should i cry for it?. ?_?.. i'm Questioning my self ..

and now i feel like i am guilty because do not have any feeling.. 
blankkk..
maybe i should rest a little bit.. 
i should relax and make my brain a time to rest to.. hehe..


okey.. thats all.. night2 all..
____________________________ XOXO.. M_______

BenCi? , HaTe? , DenDam ..

benci.. dendam.. 
aduhh.. knpa smua ni trjadi sama sa??..
knpa sa bleh benci org ni..
jauhkan lah diri ini daripada dendam dan benci..

sa sperti m'benci diri sndiri klu sa benci org len.. 
mcm rasa b'salah tu dtg blik p diri ni..
tpi tu mmg salah org tu..
knpa dia p kcau sa..
sa tidak mo d kacau okey...
tlong jgn kcau sa..

sa tidak boleh buat pa2 lagi slain m'bnci kmu..
slagi sa lyan kmu.. slagi tu kmu ttap kcau sa..
jdi kmu pkir kmu kuat la tu mo kcau sa..
cermin dlu muka kmu tu sbelum b'ckap juuu..

At Last.. Huhh..

Yeah.. at last we contact each other.. 
i fell so awesome.. hehe..
but still not much we chat.. 
still lot to chat on you... hehe.. wait for me la.. i will wait for you.. 
thanks Budz.. I Love You So Much.. 

What am i supposed to say...?????

okey.. dulu kunun sy msih ego lgi..
kunun sy tia rindu kunun kmu smua..
tpi skg mcm apa sja sy bila tia kna cntact..
mgkin ada jga la skit hati ckit..
sy msej dy tpi tia kna blas..
apa la tu klu gtu,..
bla d ingat kmbali mo bnyak kali sdh sy msej tpi tia kna blas..

xkan la time sy msej ko .. ko xda kdt time tu..
sy post d fb ko pun .. ko tia blas jga.. pdahal ko ada on9 pun hri ni..
knp tu arh..
ko sdh lpa sy ka ni?

sy ingat dlu.. sabtu ahad cuti kan..
ahad tu sy pnat .. jam 2 sdh bru t'tdur..
jdi hri isnin tu sa tia p skolh..
trus tu.. bila sy p skolah time hri slasa..
sy ingat lagi.. ko yg pgang sy pnya sapu tngan yg ko bgi nma 'daun yg jatuh dari langit'..
tp sy bgi nma bownie.. sbb warna dy coklat..

trus tu awal sy smpai p skolah.. mcm rajin ni mo p skolh..
skalinya sy mnuggu bh tu ko smpai.. jdi sy b'ckp sma kwn kita dkt pintu tu..
nda lma slepas tu ko pun smpai..
sy pun tgur la ko.. sbb sy nmpak spu tgn sy d tgn ko..
"ui, bownie sy!!" . . time tu mka ko pun mcm yg tkejut tgok sy ctu..
trus ko bgi la.. lpas tu mcm mlagkah gtu.. trus ko p trik tgn sy..
ko ckp ko rindu sy.. pnya men sy terharu tu time tu..

sy pun rindu ko bh tu..

kesetiaan seorang kawan..

sjak hbis paper spm yg lalu.. (4/12/13).. 

paper ICT.. kmi masih b'mesej..

tpi slepas 6 hb.. kmi mcm lost cntact sdh ni...

knapa ko tia blas msej sy cor??..

slalunya ko blas jg pun?.. 

ko tau ka yg sy rndu sdh sma genk2 kta yg len..

sy rndu kta men2 .. lpak2.. 

adui.. cor.. 

please reply my mesej.. i really need u..

please..